Post by metroman on May 12, 2004 15:54:18 GMT
Date: Wed, 5 May 2004 10:39:45 -0400
Message
HER DIARY
Sunday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to
meet
at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day
long, so I
thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made
no
comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go
somewhere
quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and aloof. I
asked
him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing." I asked him if it was my
fault that
he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to
worry. On
the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't
say,
"Ilove you, too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted
nothing
to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed
distant
and vacant. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later
he
came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we
made love,
but I still felt that his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided
that I
could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the
situation but
he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I also fell
asleep.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with
someone else. My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY ..........
Today the f**king Leafs lost, but at least I got laid.